Lamentation

As defined at Encarta, lamentation when used as transitive and intransitive verb means
1. express sadness: to express grief or sorrow about something
2. express regret: to express regret, annoyance, or disappointment about something.

when used as noun means:
1. expression of sadness: an expression of grief or sorrow
2. expression of regret: an expression of regret, annoyance, or disappointment
3. work lamenting death: a song or poem of mourning

I don't know why at the end of the day, "lamentations" hit me. I don’t know what to do, been trying to live each day with a purpose but I don’t know where I am going. I have been afraid in making definite plans for me.

I know nobody had realized how upset I had been, I see the world as a vast place, and I was very small. I wondered how I would ever make my way in this world. Some part of me had always felt small and insecure; wondering how I would fit in this world. A part of me felt like a small, abandoned girl, and powerless.